Everything I Wanted - Billie Eilish

I had a dream, I got everything I wanted.

Not what you'd think, and if I'm being honest.

It might have been a nightmare to anyone who might care.

Thought I could fly, so I stepped off the Golden.

Nobody cried, nobody even noticed.

I saw them standing right there, kinda thought they might care.

I tried to scream, but my head was under water.

They called me weak, like I'm not just somebody's daughter.

Could've been a nightmare, but it felt like they were right there.

And it feels like yesterday was a year ago, but I don't wanna let anybody know.

Cause everybody wants something from me now, and I don't wanna let 'em down.

I had a dream, I got everything I wanted.

But when I wake up I see you with me, and you say.

If I knew it all then, would I do it again, would I do it again.

If they knew what they said would go straight to my head, what would they say instead.